It has been suggested that I stick my head in the sand...
What I do not know, I do not know. I am aware that I do not know it. If I am sticking my head in the sand, then I am aware of it.
Looking for answers is a search, a sort of ambition, a sort of desire. If I know then I know. If I cannot see, then I cannot see. All is right here and right now. I may get to know by focusing on my head, there in the sand - if indeed it is? I am practising the art of trust in my awareness, and even get to trust my lack of trust, for it is so.
And who made this suggestion in the first place?
I did.. Or is it more accurate to say that my mind did, if indeed Zen is accurate! Trust me! Or not! I'll go back to looking deeper into the sand for the time being..